Blessings

It looks like the world of karma has largely taken a place in my life once again!

Yesterday at two o' clock, I tore my shoulder in the SLCC weight room while performing military press.
I experience severe shocks of pain through little movements, and will be laid up for a long time.
The truth is, I am trying to be very optimistic about it all, but I find it very difficult.
Currently, I am the strongest I have ever been.
What saddens me is that all of it will be gone soon, and I will no longer have the body that I have worked so hard to create.

A large part of me feels that this experience is something that I must learn from every so often (Once a year?)

(I stand naked to the mirror, and for the first time ever I feel a big un-motivational kick in the ass.)

I go to the Doc today.